bloody sunday

So as I'm gettin crushed today losing allin after allin in every way possible I decided to do something I swore I would never do, review a hand history.  Instead of looking over one's where I'm busting I looked at the 40k from when I chopped it in December to see if I was doing anything different way back then (feels like forever ago).  Basically I was just running better I had AJ>KK to get from 15bb to 30bb then called a 10bb shove with KJ and had KJ>AQ to get to 50bb.  I hovered with that stack for a while and had about 60k at 1k/2k.  I flatted a 3x with AQss.  Flop was 552 with two spades.  There was a shover for 60k and a reshove.  I called and was up against A2 and JJ and turned a spade and held.  That put me to almost 200k or 100bb.  I stopped reading it after that because I know how to play a 100bb, I just can't remember how to get one.  Plus right then I had this hand in my last running tourney.......

PokerStars Game #58012108361: Tournament #407010677, $5.00+$0.50 USD Hold'em No Limit - Level XIV (250/500) - 2011/02/20 19:25:22 ET
Table '407010677 58' 9-max Seat #8 is the button
Seat 1: PIMP RYDA (27951 in chips)
Seat 2: PAPFBSAV (17009 in chips) is sitting out
Seat 3: davydoffke (1041 in chips) is sitting out
Seat 4: fELiCiA72807 (7564 in chips)
Seat 5: BamBrillo (32496 in chips)
Seat 6: alwaysNnever (15100 in chips)
Seat 7: M_ad_04M_ax_ (21175 in chips)
Seat 8: MSAN79 (17938 in chips)
Seat 9: mikumike (10539 in chips)
PIMP RYDA: posts the ante 60
PAPFBSAV: posts the ante 60
davydoffke: posts the ante 60
fELiCiA72807: posts the ante 60
BamBrillo: posts the ante 60
alwaysNnever: posts the ante 60
M_ad_04M_ax_: posts the ante 60
MSAN79: posts the ante 60
mikumike: posts the ante 60
mikumike: posts small blind 250
PIMP RYDA: posts big blind 500
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to alwaysNnever [Qd Qc]
PAPFBSAV: folds
davydoffke: folds
fELiCiA72807: folds
BamBrillo: folds
alwaysNnever: raises 722 to 1222
M_ad_04M_ax_: folds
MSAN79: folds
mikumike: raises 9257 to 10479 and is all-in
PIMP RYDA: folds
alwaysNnever: calls 9257
*** FLOP *** [Ad 9s Ks]
*** TURN *** [Ad 9s Ks] [3s]
*** RIVER *** [Ad 9s Ks 3s] [Qh]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
mikumike: shows [Tc Js] (a straight, Ten to Ace)
alwaysNnever: shows [Qd Qc] (three of a kind, Queens)
mikumike collected 21998 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 21998 | Rake 0
Board [Ad 9s Ks 3s Qh]
Seat 1: PIMP RYDA (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 2: PAPFBSAV folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 3: davydoffke folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: fELiCiA72807 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: BamBrillo folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: alwaysNnever showed [Qd Qc] and lost with three of a kind, Queens
Seat 7: M_ad_04M_ax_ folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 8: MSAN79 (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: mikumike (small blind) showed [Tc Js] and won (21998) with a straight, Ten to Ace
Pretty standard result for me the last month.....Fortunately I was able to double and am now sitting with 20bb.........807/1119.....I only need to finish in the top 15 to profit today.......sweet life